{"id":214,"date":"2023-11-22T00:15:52","date_gmt":"2023-11-22T00:15:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/?page_id=214"},"modified":"2023-11-25T00:01:57","modified_gmt":"2023-11-25T00:01:57","slug":"note-to-self","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/issue-6\/note-to-self\/","title":{"rendered":"Note to Self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"font-weight: 400;text-align: right\">by John Martino<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">Stay. Even for one second<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">more. Watch how I turn<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">into a two-way mirror,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">reflect not who you are,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">but what I want you to be:<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">the perfect Enemy. Look.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">I flutter the false lashes<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">of my third eye. I beckon<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">with the finger, a thigh,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">the exposed and beating<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">lie of truth. I show three<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">of a perfect pair. The hope<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">that isn\u2019t, yet is always,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">there. Can\u2019t you see? I am<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">not who I say I am, but<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">what you want me to be.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400\">John Martino is a writer, educator, and avid traveler currently residing in Hong Kong. Some of his wayward poems have found a home at <em>North Dakota Quarterly, Another Chicago Magazine, Packingtown Review,<\/em> and <em>Apricity Press<\/em>, among others. He is the Executive Editor at Home Planet News (homeplanetnews.com).<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">[ <a href=\"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/issue-6\/toc-6\/\">table of contents<\/a> ]\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by John Martino Stay. Even for one second more. Watch how I turn into a two-way mirror, reflect not who you are, but what I want you to be: the perfect Enemy. Look. I flutter the false lashes of my third eye. I beckon with [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":882,"featured_media":0,"parent":199,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-214","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/214","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/882"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=214"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/214\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/199"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}