{"id":57,"date":"2021-12-14T01:27:52","date_gmt":"2021-12-14T01:27:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/?page_id=57"},"modified":"2022-05-09T14:48:31","modified_gmt":"2022-05-09T14:48:31","slug":"im-tired-of-the-grief-poetry","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/issue-2\/im-tired-of-the-grief-poetry\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Tired of the Grief"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right\">by Madeline Tecmire<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>towering from the sink, porcelain cities whole enough<\/p>\n<p>to wind up shattered\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 littered air seeping<\/p>\n<p>from my throat like scalding sausages of magma<\/p>\n<p><em>why am I so angry<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>why am I looking for myself in the laundry &amp; uncovering<\/p>\n<p>prescription glasses\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 the room bleeding hot color<\/p>\n<p>patient rage breeding this rotting home<\/p>\n<p><em>how can I shatter with more control<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>how can I floss-tie my teeth to my tongue\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 my breath a crispy bite<\/p>\n<p>chattered &amp; swallowed through brimming bellies\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 again &amp; again<\/p>\n<p>I grind myself into squeegeed whines and swallow\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 again &amp; again<\/p>\n<p>I fever palm fine China<\/p>\n<p>&amp; fling it to the fucking sky.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Madeline Tecmire is a poetry candidate at the University of Montana&#8217;s MFA program studying feminist literature and writing poems about female sexuality, and her personal favorite: female rage. Armed with curt language and stellar sonics, Madeline is convinced that poetry can unfold and reform patriarchal views if the poem can scream loud enough. When Madeline isn&#8217;t tending her coffee jitters or reading about Sapphic masturbation techniques, she&#8217;s converting a school bus to find herself along the Pacific Coast Highway.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">[ <a href=\"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/issue-2\/toc-2\/\">table of contents<\/a> ]\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Madeline Tecmire &nbsp; towering from the sink, porcelain cities whole enough to wind up shattered\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 littered air seeping from my throat like scalding sausages of magma why am I so angry \u00a0 why am I looking for myself in the laundry &amp; uncovering [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":882,"featured_media":0,"parent":42,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-57","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/57","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/882"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=57"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/57\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/42"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.msudenver.edu\/roadrunnerreview\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=57"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}